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What' and ‘if’ two words as nonthreatening
as words come. But put
them together side-by-side and they
have the power to haunt you for the
rest of your life: ‘What if?'..."

"I don't know how your story ended.
But I know that if what you felt
then was love - true love - then
it's never too late. If it was true
then it why wouldn't it be true
now? You need only the courage to
follow your heart..."

"I don't know what a love like that
feels like... a love to leave loved
ones for, a love to cross oceans
for... but I'd like to believe if I
ever felt it. I'd have the courage
to seize it. I hope you had the
courage to seize it, Claire. And if
you didn't, I hope one day that you
will.

If I could think back to this time last year, I wouln't have imagined things to be like how they are now, not at all.
I think this year has started to help me define myself as a person. I've had many experiences this year, I've done things I regret and I've met some of the most amazing people who have really made a difference in my life.





& I can't thank them enough.

i'm so ridiculously excited for the next hp film

my idol.

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your best friend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because it’s easier than working things out.

eeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm such a hp nerd, i loved the books and the movies


SO IT'S NOVEMBER..... HP 7 IS OUT SOOOON!

yes, please

I love my macbook (:
i love the snow white one this

This is Me.

(500) Days of Summer,
Again.
- I fucking love this film.
it's not the best, and it has its flaws.
But i'm strangely obsessed with it; the message, the soundtrack and of course Joseph Gordon-Levitt.

I think the music chosen for the film really corresponds with the plot of the movie.
I love it.

Summer: The Smiths?
Tom: Hi.
Summer: I love The Smiths.
Tom: Sorry?
Summer: I said I love The Smiths. You have— you have good taste in music.
Tom: You like The Smiths?
Summer: Yeah. To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die. I love ‘em.
Tom: Holy shit.














'But you should know up front,
This is not a love story'






Summer: "They used to call me anal girl....

I was very neat and organized."






Tom: What happens when you fall in love?
Summer: You believe in that?
Tom: It’s love, it’s not Santa Claus.











LOL.
photo spam over, sorry.


Joseph Gordon-Levitt;

♥_♥

You say you want to find love, but do you really?
Do all good things come to an end eventually?
Is it worth all the pain and the tears you go through to make it work?
Does real love really exsist?
Or can it all just slip away like that?



I don't ever want to lose what I have.

What happened to my wild side?

I still remember the look on your face
Lit through the darkness at 1:58
The words that you whispered
For just us to know
You told me you loved me
So why did you go
Away
Away?

I do recall now
The smell of the rain
Fresh on the pavement
I ran off the plane
That July 9th
The beat of your heart
It jumps through your shirt
I can still feel your arms

And I’ll go sit on the floor
Wearing your clothes
All that I know is
I don’t know how to be something you miss

I hope I cross your mind once in a while just so that I don't feel pathetic for thinking of you all the time.

I got bored in my photography lesson today,

took this photo of Bobbie in the dark room.

you just need that one person
who will let you talk and ramble
look like an idiot
and put up with the complaining
but after all
still love you
all the same.

I feeeeeeeeeeel so LA.

:)

I need to stop lying to myself.
Whennnnnn am I going to learn.

Macbook finally arrived!
And I know I have to tell him tomorrow. Why do I get myself into these situations, I must have known this was going to happen.
I'm so sorry.



Oh, and happy 19th Fin. ;>

Sums. It. Up.

Bored.

BOLD

I am a morning person.
I am a perfectionist.
I am an only child.
I am Catholic.
I am currently in my PJs.
I am currently pregnant.
I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
I am left handed.
I am married.
I am addicted to MySpace.
I’m shy around the opposite sex.sometimes
I bite my nails.
I currently regret something I have done.
When I get mad I curse.
I don’t like anyone.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy jazz music.
I have a car.
I have a cell phone.
I have a pet.
I have at least one brother or sister.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I’m smart.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humour.
I have had a broken bone.
I have caller ID on my phone.
I have changed a lot over the past year.
I have had surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have had the cops called on me.
I have kissed someone I knew I shouldn’t.
I have kissed someone of the same gender.
I have mood swings.
I have rejected someone before.
I have seen the Lord of the Rings trilogy.
I have watched Sex and the City.
I like Shakespeare.
I love to cook.
I love Michael Jackson.
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I miss someone right now.
I own over 100 CDs.
I own over 100 DVDs.
I own and use a library card.
I practice a religion that is not considered mainstream.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time.
I sleep a lot during the day.
I strongly dislike math.
I think Britney Spears is pretty.
I will try ALMOST anything once.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I can name all seven dwarfs from Snow White.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I am currently waiting for someone.
I lost contact with someone.
I hate Miley Cyrus.
I think Party In The USA is catchy.
I’d date Harry Potter.
I can name all the past presidents of the United States.
I know who was president before George Bush.
I love pickles.
I need the internet to live.
I prefer vanilla over chocolate.
I watched Star Trek.
I watched all six movies of Star Wars.
I own an Xbox.
I think music is life.

I. Music (BOLD THE ONES YOU LIKE)
Acceptance. Coldplay. Dave Matthews Band. David Bowie. Foo Fighters. Hellogoodbye. The Killers. James Blunt. Teddy Geiger. Linkin Park. Muse. Ok Go. Panic! At The Disco. Peter Bjorn. The Postal Service. Timbaland. Jack Johnson. Norah Jones. Drake. The Fray. The Wreckers. Michael Buble. Beyoncé. Metallica. Massive Attack. Queen. Journey. The Cars. Supertramp. Eurythmics. Sublime. The Red Hot Chili Peppers. Wu-tang Clan. Fergie. Sarah McLachlan. Band of Horses. John Mayer. Jason Mraz. Justin Timberlake. Michael Jackson. Kenny Chesney. Carrie Underwood. Lynyrd Skynyrd. Neil Young. The Beatles. Brad Paisley. Tim McGraw. Taylor Swift. P. Diddy. Jay Z. Lil’ Wayne. Lil’ Jon. Three 6 Mafia. Nelly. Young Joc. T.I. Sean Paul. 50 Cent. Eminem. Eiffel 65. Ace of Base. The Underdog Project. Dream Theater. Santana. Alicia Keys. Incubus. Victor Wooten. Ludacris. Gorillaz. Matchbox 20. Paramore. Say Anything. Taking Back Sunday. Eric Clapton. The Darkness. Weezer. The Eagles. Jimi Hendrix. Maroon 5. Billy Joel. Reel Big Fish. Anberlin. Mae. Family Force 5. AC/DC. Hootie and the Blowfish. Electric Six. Outkast. R.E.M. The White Stripes. Prince. Mika. Crystal Castles. Britney Spears. Spice Girls. The Gossip. Lady GaGa. Nirvana. Smashing Pumpkins. Third Eye Blind. Metro Station. Motion City Soundtrack. The Rocket Summer. Tenacious D. Something Corporate. The Moldy Peaches. Macy Gray. Mandy Moore. Plain White T’s. Yeah Yeah Yeahs. My Chemical Romance. Fall Out Boy. We the Kings. The Rolling Stones. Angels & Airwaves. The Beastie Boys. Black Eyed Peas. Boys Like Girls. Jonas Brothers. Demi Lovato. Selena Gomez. The Cure. Cobra Starship. Death Cab for Cutie. Deftones. Team Sleep. Filter. Goo Goo Dolls. Honor Society. Katy Perry. Kid Cudi.

II. Movies (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE SEEN)
Pride and Prejudice. Glory Road. The Princess Bride. Goonies. Center Stage. Ocean’s Eleven. Seven. Newsies. 300. Robin Hood Men In Tights. Love Actually. Garden State. Donnie Darko. Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. My Best Friend’s Wedding. Anchorman. Drop Dead Gorgeous. Wedding Crashers. Elf. Zoolander. Austin Powers. Clueless. Mean Girls. Hairspray. Moulin Rouge. Fight Club. Rocky. Pulp Fiction. What A Girl Wants. Kill Bill.Thank You For Smoking. Little Miss Sunshine. Requiem for a Dream. The Departed. Dawn of the Dead. Memento. The Lovely Bones. 17 Again. 8 Mile.Office Space. Snakes on a Plane. Boondock Saints. Say Anything. The Silence of the Lambs. Saving Private Ryan. Superbad. The Prestige. Just Friends. The Devil Wears Prada. Under the Tuscan Sun. Titanic. Steel Magnolias. Saw. Ace Ventura. She’s the Man. Because I Said So. Catch and Release. Music and Lyrics. Spanglish. Stick It. Step Up. The Fast and the Furious. Joyride. Halloween. The Italian Job. Crash. Must Love Dogs. The Last Kiss. Chicago. Harry Potter. Rush Hour. Breakfast at Tiffany’s. Clerks. Shooter. The Bourne Identity. Meet the Parents. Dirty Dancing. A Christmas Story. Rudy. National Treasure. Sleepless in Seattle. Miss Congeniality. The Science of Sleep. The Matrix. Everything is Illuminated. Good Will Hunting. Bill and Ted’s Excellent Adventure. Empire Records. Phantom of the Opera. Lord of the Rings. Click. Scarface. District 9.



III. TV (BOLD THE ONES YOU’VE WATCHED MORE THAN A COUPLE OF TIMES)
ER. Grey’s Anatomy. Saved by the Bell. Man vs. Wild. Scrubs. South Park. America’s Next Top Model. Gossip Girl. Sex and the City. Friends. Dawson’s Creek. The Big Bang Theory. Seinfeld. The Office. Lost. Miami Ink. Made. Arrested Development. That 70’s Show. Family Guy. The Simpsons. Veronica Mars. Project Runway. Bones. Iron Chef. Alias. Pushing Dasies. Gilmore Girls. The Colbert Report. The Daily Show. Mythbusters. Avatar: The Last Airbender. Will and Grace. 24. House. To Catch A Predator. Whistler. Heroes. Aqua Teen Hunger Force. Unsolved Mysteries. 7th Heaven. Everybody Loves Raymond. Boston Legal. Bleach. What I Like About You. Reba. King of Queens. Survivor. The. Oc. American Idol. Days of Our Lives. How I Met Your Mother. CSI. Boy Meets World. Law and Order. Numbers. Reno 911. I Love New York. Step by Step. Little People Big World. What Not To Wear. My Wife and Kids. Moonlight. Supernatural. Ace of Cakes. White Collar. Nip/Tuck. The Biggest Loser. Beauty and the Geek. Battlestar Galactica. Stargate SG1. The Inferno. Scarred. Wild N Out. Real World. Whose Line is it Anyway?. Trinity Blood. Dead Like Me. Dragon Ball Z. Futurama. Firefly. Medium. Star Trek. X-files. Cowboy BeBop. Sailor Moon. My Name is Earl. Six Feet Under. Dancing With The Stars. Degrassi. Greek. Glee. Secret Life of the American Teenager. The Hills. Laguna Beach. Vampire Diaries.

I was (I quote) smiling like an idiot last night, after receiving the most amazing text. ever.

I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO WEAR SO MUCH MAKE-UP, URGH.

A girl in my photography said she wanted me nose today,


R U CRAZ-EE?!??!

She has pretty much doubled in size since this was taken.

My Lola.

That person I see everyday, he reminds me of you.

I haven't had much time for this recently, I apologise.
A levels are too much work.
My mind is all over the place at the moment, I feel like i've just gone round in a circle, right back to where I first started. It's taken me this long, say 5 months to realise that losing one of the most important people in my life would affect me more than I could have imagined.

It's never too late to change, I hope I can win them back... unless, she's already moved on herself.

Oh, and I won him back too

...I just hope he stays.

My mind has been diverted, I shouldn't abandon this.

I feel stronger now. Yeah, shits happened again



but life goes on.

I haven't blogged in a while, again.
First week in sixth form is over, i'm kinda drained already.

<3333

It's like I hardly knew you...


...but maybe I never did.

You love them?
Do you even know the meaning of the word?

♥♥♥♥♥

If i could look like anyone in the world it would be this girl.

Mollie King.
she's stunning..

love this.

'You're too young to fall in love.'

bullshit. Love doesn't come with age.
Neither does maturity.

so......

I haven't posted in forever, so this is the last few weeks in a nutshell. I went to spain, I spent most days at the beach, tanned, went out everynight, met some nice people, forgot to take loads of photos, went way over my phone bill contacting people in the UK, nearly drowned when we went waaay to far out into the sea and got hit by ridiculous waves., fell off a rock and cut my foot open, had an amazing time. Came home for a few days, went to cornwall, met some more awesome people, joined the surf school, met some hot surfer guys, had loads of fun, also met a nice guy at the gym, got my gcse results, came home.

and now, its nearly 5pm.

and i'm doing fuck all.

In the past 12 days i've been to London, Paris, Madrid, Alicante and El Campello.
I'm back in London for 2 days, then i'm leaving Friday morning at well... 4/5am. stupid flight times.
view from our terrace

our pool

:D leaving tomorrow!

I'd die to look like Kristin Cavallari

but it was not your fault but mine
and it was your heart on the line
I really fucked it up this time
didn't I, my dear?


Mumford & Sons <3

The best thing about a dream is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality.

I haven't taken any photography in a while.

Saw Knight and Day today, or whatever it's called.
Tom Cruise is fittttt. Oh, and ofcourse Cameron Diaz too.
AND
I've already packed! Which is a first as normally i'm doing it the night before sort of thing, and I always end up leaving loads of unnecessary shit behind which I deem as important.
I just remembered that I haven't got any room in my holder for the Canon...
fuck.
I'mma have to use another bag and re-pack.

wtfffffffff at the new Skins cast.

Thinking of getting my hair cut like this.

It's pouring with rain and starting to get dark
I have the urge to go out and stand in the rain and get absolutely soaking wet.

Some guy who started talking to me in All Saints today was wearing a shirt that said 'I'm not really texting anyone, I'm just ignoring you'


made me laugh.

This made me smile.

There's no past tense to real love,
you either never did or still do.

Recently I haven't gone a day without wearing