19 June 2010




After skipping two meals today, I am starting to envy Lucia's midnight KFC she is eating right now.
Today has been so unusual, I haven't been myself. I woke up late, after promising Lucia that I would be up at 8 to help her book tickets. I didn't realise I was so tired, I actually felt worse waking up at 12 midday.
I spent just over 3 hours this morning clearing out my room. I can't believe how much shit I found. I've thrown away sentimental things I've had for years, it feels so weird- I guess I have to say goodbye some time. My room is so empty now, after filling 4 black sacks. I found a collection of 11 shoe boxes scattered around the room. I ripped down all my posters/photos I had arranged over my wall, I want to paint the empty wall sometime, I've been inspired- I want to do it like this landscape.

RBC have asked for my level of ability of using MS Excel. I'm starting to worry about dealing with customer's finances.. I'm no pro at that program, however easy it may be to others. The thought of working 9-5 everyday is starting to dawn on me.

I have no reason to still be up, I'm going to bed.