25 June 2010

Wonder.

I'm not confident
I act it, apparently. But I'm not.
I'm not really smart. I can be. But I don't show it.
I can be really stupid at times.
And impatient.
I'm never as funny as I feel.
I'm not pretty.
I let emotions get the better of me.
I'm not mentally strong. I'm aware.
Big dreamer, little motivation.
I like guidance,
But I like doing things alone.
I become attached easily.
I hate change.
But I get bored of routine.
I'm not really a perfectionist.
Because I simply give up.
I'm not as nice as i'd like to be.
I miss a lot of people.
But that's life.
I'm too analyitical.
I hate my posture.
If I act annoyed with you- most of the time, truth is i'm annoyed with myself.
I find it hard to trust people.
I'm actually quite shy.

and if I say it, I mean it.
with the exception of the mistakes I make.
There's enough of them.

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My last exam is over, summer has started now.
Someone was in my exam today, sitting 2 desks away. I wonder what he'll be doing next year.